Okay, FIRST OF ALL !

Fuck you. 

You lead me on for 8 weeks. You didn’t even have the balls to tell me in person. If you didn’t want me to find out “through the grape vine” then you wouldn’t have put it on instagram AND facebook. Like really ? That’s low dude… Like, omg. You want to “just be friends” okay, fine. But FRIENDS don’t ignore each other and blow them off. Like, seriously ? I really should have known better getting so close to you. I do know that it wasn’t all in my head. I’m not the only one that thought you liked me. FOR CHRIST FUCKING SAKE dude, you spent the night with me.. TWICE ! You told my BEST FRIEND that you didn’t want a relationship, but now you’re in one with some other girl. Thanks for treating me like a fucking booty call dude. Was I just your sex toy for all this time ? Yeah, probably. You wanted to tell me in person ? Then why the FUCK didn’t you ? I gave you SO many chances to. But what did you do ? Oh that’s right. You just blew me off. Like you have been the past two weeks. Like I wouldn’t be so mad if you actually told me. Then on top of ALL that, you yelled at me for something I had ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with. Yeah, she’s my friend, I can’t control what she writes on your pictures. You want to whine about it some more ? I heard it helps. You know what else helps ? Being a man and coming forward about shit. I never ONCE lied to you. Everything I told you was 100% true. Now I have to look back and think about shit you said to me. Like when you said you liked me. Yeah, okay. That’s a load of shit. Seriously. I stayed up until six in the fucking morning crying my fucking eyes out because of you. Yet you were probably just sitting there texting your new girlfriend acting like I never existed. Thanks for the memories.